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Monday, October 18, 2010

Jika Inilah Penamatnya

Dear Blogie,

For 5 years I noe him. Suatu jangka masa yg blh di katakan agak lama. Relation yg pelik tp semua tu benar. Dlm tempoh masa tu, mcm2 suka duka, pahit getir, hilai tawa, esak tangis yg dh dilalui bersama-sama. Dari situ aku kenal ape itu erti kasih syg, rindu, mengasihi, dikasihi, last but not least, what is mean by LOVE. So grateful 2 him. Banyak kenangan dlm tempoh masa tu.

But now, I'm so tired wif all of this mess. Feel that wanna go 2 sleep rite now n close my eyes until Allah wake me up from my long journey, this long journey. So sad, so hurt, so bad, so worst, so miserable. Every single thing bout this feeling really make me suck. Truth really hurt, but lies hurt more. Juz wanna 2 let go everything rite now. I can't take it anymore. N i'm tired of crying.





Kalau ni la penyelesaian bg semua kesulitan ni, then let me let go everything if this can make some people satisfy wif all this. Lepaskan segala2nya. Walaupn sedih....... Aku dh tak sanggup nk hadapi caci maki org, dendam, bermasam muka, gaduh n everything yg tak sepatutnya. Biar Tuhan je yg tentukan segala2nya... Enuf is enuf.......


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Agar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu,
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna keredhaanmu,
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa,

Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu,
Kuundur diri bersama harapan.

Tidak kesampaian cinta kita,
Kubawa harapan kupendam rahsia,
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan,
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka.
Daku rela mengundur diri,
Ku pasti dikaukan fahami …

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Pergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku,
Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku…





p/s: Sorry 4 everything n sy hepi sbb dpt knl awk even kebahagiaan tu terlalu melukakan.. HIDUP BAIK-BAIK utk ******. I don't blame u...... If that the only choice that I have rite now. Then this it!

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