jahat biar sama tuhan

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
jahat biar sama tuhan. kalau boleh-- jangan. tapi kalau betul mahu jahat-- biar jahat sama tuhan. dia itu maha pengampun dan maha mengasihan.
itu tuhan. manusia bukan. betapa menganiaya itu jangan-- sehingga tuhan berjanji akan memakbulkan doa-doa mereka yang tidak diadilkan.
jangan dianiaya orang. jangan dipermain jiwa orang. mahsyar itu terlalu besar, terlalu panas. bayangkan kau perlu cari manusia seorang di kalangan jutaan juta manusia yang juga mencari-cari orang yang mereka aniayai-- di terik matahari-- telanjang.
-Fynn Jamal-
p/s : pang ! feel something just slapped me on my face right now. celik mata. terkedu. Salam Jumaat~

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Semoga Liyana Manan Kuat Demi Anak-Anak

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" Wow sedeh baca cerita pergolakan Rumah tangga mereka ini. Ramai these days yg bermain api diakhirnya terjerat diri sendiri. Kesian isteri yg menjadi mangsa dgn anak2.. Bukan sekali buat hal dah banyak kali and i loved the honesty of his wive.
Mana yg suka berfoya foya lagi tu tak usah la berumah Tangga lagi. Jangan hancur kan hati seorang Wanita dan Anak2. Yang si Betina pun gatal dah tahu laki orang masih mau bermain api. Berdolak dalik macam main Drama minggu ini jugak for what?
These is the sad world today where there is no respect for others.. Many times i come across so many of my close friends going to the same shit over and over again. Tambahan anak2 muda sekarang pantang ada duit sikit laki orang pun mereka nak sapu kerana gila nak hidup senang.
I am always a shoulder for them to cry on and share their problems. My advice is always the same. Cerai kan and Move on as no one deserved to live unhappy and worst to be treated mcm sampah and worst physically abused.
I also have noticed that what goes around will come back in this world. Jantan2 yg jahat juga kebanyakan akan nanti bertemu dgn betina2 yg tak senonoh juga. Kawin la 10 kali pun jika perangai kita tu macam musibat juga as i have adviced both my children too in the end will all end up to a unhappy marriage. Yang menjadi Mangsa anak2 la yg have to suffer. " -Chef Wan-
Wooo hooo~ Sekarang ni satu Malaysia kecoh dengan cerita Hanez Suraya, Mr. R dan Liyana Manan. I don't have any comment about this story. I just follow up their story je. But sad to said, I am so sorry with Liyana Manan. Isteri teraniaya. Tak apa. As Allah has said in Quran,

"Perempuan yg baik untuk laki-laki yg baik dan begitu juga sebaliknya."

You are not worth for that so called husband. Move on sis. Allah has the best planner for you after this. Mohon kuat untuk anak-anak ye. And for that so called bitch or whatever, KARMA will surely slap you on your face. One fine day. :)

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Good Bye Semester 3 !

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Dah masuk cuti semester dua minggu. Cepat betul masa berlalu. Final pun dah habis. Jumpa lagi UNITEN. Alhamdulillah... I'm home ! Oh yeahhh~

Sebelum balik hari tu sempat luangkan masa sama sama. Berpisah 2 minggu. Jangan nakal nakal ye this 2 weeks ni. Hehehe~

p/s : glad that you are here. ;)

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Jiwa Kacau

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Mudahnya memujuk hati orang lain, tapi susahnya nak memujuk hati sendiri. Hold on to hope. Everything will be ok, insyaAllah. :)

Ya Rabb, permudahkan. Jangan Kau sulitkan. Amin.
p/s : lama tak update blog. sebenarnya ada masalah dengan login. fuhhh... nasib baik dapat balik blog ni. final exam is around the corner. wish me luck. happy blogging ! ;)

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Final Exam Mode Activated

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Final Exam mode is now activated.

Good luck all ! ;)
p/s : entri pantas lagi berkesan tak kurang 2 minit. kbai !

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Doa Hari Ini. :)

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Ya ALLAH, sekiranya hati ini telah dikotori, sucikanlah. Sekiranya hati ini telah dilukai, sembuhkanlah. 
Ya ALLAH, ceriakanlah air mata yang mengalir dan kesedihan siapa pun kepada kebahagiaan yang berpanjangan dan berikanlah kepada hati ini kekuatan untuk membalas setiap kebencian dengan kebaikan dan senyuman. 
Ya ALLAH Engkaulah Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.
Amin ya rabbal 'alamin. :')

p/s : dah berjanji, cancel pula. bersalah punya pasal tetiba muncul kat sini ye. tak jadi nak mogok. tak jadi nak mengamuk lama-lama. nasib baik. anyway, terima kasih sebab datang juga even tak sihat pun. :)

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Selamat Tinggal 2012, Selamat Datang 2013

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Tanggal 1  Januari 2013. Bermula lagi tahun baru. Banyak suka duka yang dah berlaku pada tahun 2012. But still menghadapinya dengan tabah dan sabar. Alhamdulillah...
Teringat balik tanggal 19.12.2012 bersamaan dengan hari rabu. Yes almost two weeks it happen. But that memory stay remain in my mind and heart.
Selalu saya tengok kat TV, baca dalam paper dan dengar cerita kawan-kawan pasal kes ragut. I don't think it will happen to me until that day. Astagha... It REALLY happen to me and i'm trauma ! Teringat balik kenangan tu, secara tak sedar air mata jatuh tiba-tiba. I don't know why i'm act that way. Maybe benda baru je terjadi and it's hard for me to forget about it. Susah nak lupa part yang peragut tu meluru betul-betul depan saya. Luckily tak ada apa-apa yang terjadi pada saya melainkan hanya barang berharga je yang hilang. Sedar, Allah masih sayangkan saya. Alhamdulillah.
Until now, kalau nampak moto lalu depan-depan, tanpa sedar, tangan ni akan genggam barang berharga kuat-kuat dengan refleks badan mengelak ke tepi. Jantung pula dup dap dup dap macam nak pecah dalam dada ni. Oh my... :(
It's ok. Time will heals everything right. Kawan-kawan banyak yang bagi support and cares. Family apatah lagi. Awak yang selalu ada. Dan Allah yang sentiasa bersama ke mana-mana. Alhamdulillah. Good to have all of you. :)
Selamat Tahun Baru !  Masa lalu adalah sejarah, hari ini adalah kenyataan, hari esok adalah harapan. Selamat datang Tahun Baru 2013. Seiring dengan perginya kenangan, menyambut harapan. Selamat tinggal kenangan, selamat datang harapan. Sejarah kehidupan, catatan suka dan duka, menempuh tahun baru. ;)

p/s : selamat kembali selama 2 tahun until now. 143. ❤

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Entri 12.12.12.

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12.12.12. Beautiful date in a beautiful month for a beautiful year isn't? Well. My entry is not about the date. But I was thinking bout something after I review and flashback all of my old entries today, starting when I for the first time being a part time blogger until now for this blog.
Damn. What is this all about? Hell no ! What all the nonsense Cik Eniey? Hahaha~ And what I do is just turn myself for being the new Cik Eniey as now. Oh how shame I am when I was thinking bout the old Cik Eniey. It's start when I'm for the first time fought with a girl that I didn't know just for man that I love. Crazy right? How shameful I am right now when I remembered those day. Oh Allah ! First Love. Yeah it is. Cruel right. I fought with that girl for my first love. But then I'm suffer alone with the first love that I hold for 4 years. Stupid me. Hahaha~
Enough said, first love can't be forgotten just like that right? Naaa.. Don't lie to me if you didn't feel anything when it comes to first love. To be honest, first love taught us how the love is between man and woman despite of our love to Allah right? Even though the first love sometimes hurt, promise can be broken, pain that only can be heal by time, those memories that cannot be forgetten and so on, but the first love teach us what the life is. Lies, trust, love, faith, honest, loyal and so on.
Anyway, what goes around comes around. Whatever happen to us in this cruel world is His destiny. The destiny from Allah The Almighty one. Now, my heart feel light and at ease. Thanks to Allah for what I had right now. I'm so thankful because he didn't give what I want, but he give what I need in my life.
Glad that he was my first love until now. I will always love you my first love. The love which is the gift from Allah. InsyaAllah if we are really meant to be together, then we will. If not, never blame Him for whatever happen to us because He know the best for us right. My du'a is always with you. Syukran. ;))



p/s : apa apa pun yang pernah dia mengata dan mengutuk saya tanpa sedar mahupun tidak, saya dah maafkan awak untuk segala galanya. SAYA MAAFKAN AWAK awak dan awak, saudari. :)

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That's What Make Us Grow Up.

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LOVE is not easy. You fight. You argue. You have bad times. But you know it's love when you learn from your mistakes and fix it. Love is never giving up that person. One of the hardest decisions you'll ever face in life is choosing whether to WALK AWAY or TRY HARDER.

"Everything is worth a try..." - Cik Eniey -

Maybe some people aren't meant to stay in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something - a lessson we need to learn. That's why they're there.
p/s : setiap manusia tak lepas daripada melakukan kesilapan. apa yang penting, kita belajar daripada kesilapan tersebut. ;))

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We Started Out As Friends. It Was My First Love. ;'))

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We started out as friends. As I started to hold your heart inside my own. I believe that butterflies in my stomach would turn into fate. I was childish. It was my first love. Breathing alone give me happiness. It was love like sunshine.
I thought it would be forever, but all I have are the memories. Broken heart, sad tears, they're all okay. It's okay if i'm left with painful memories. My heart first chose you. The first love I felt is more than enough. I will love you forever, my first love.

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Trauma

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I got a car accident with him for about 10 days ago. It's so traumatic to be remembered those incident. But Alhamdulillah masih lagi dipanjangkan umur olehNya. So scary. Tu je perkataan yang dapat di gambarkan. Luckily, everybody is just fine and ok. His friend too. Kereta je yang kemik teruk kat depan.
I've told him before no need to sent me at the Kajang's Terminal. I just can go by taxi as usual. Tapi dia degil juga nak datang ambil and hantar.
Tapi nak buat macam mana kan benda dah nak jadi. I just got a little injury which is not too dangerous. Hanya lebam dan luka kat lutut and kaki je. Kereta pun still kat bengkel lagi. Alhamdulillah juga sebab I'm finally arrived at Kelantan safely. Hope everything will be ok lepas ni.
Thank to him and and his friend.
p/s : Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Karim, Ya Mukmin, Ya Jabar, Ya Amin, selamatkan saudara saudara Islamku di Gaza daripada Zionis laknatullah. Kuatkan iman mereka, kuatkan semangat mereka untuk terus bertahan. Ameeen. #PrayForGaza

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Precious Moments, G-Day. Finally I'm Graduated ! Yeeehaaa~ :D

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It is officially said that I'm finally graduated from Mara Professional College with the Btec Edexcel of Higher National Diploma in Computing (Software Development) at Putrajaya International Convention Center (PICC) on 30th of October, 2012. Hip Hip Yeay !

Alhamdulillah... For almost 4 years menghadapi cabaran suka dan duka. Kenangan pahit manis. Hanya Allah Maha Mengetahui segala apa yang terjadi. Syukur kerana masih boleh meneruskan perjuangan ini sampai ke hari ini. Terima kasih banyak banyak to my parents for the support and love especially to my big bro for his sacrificed for those years.
Even dah kecewakan Mak Ayah sebab tak mencapai target overall CGPA 3.5 ke atas seterusnya dapat anugerah Mara Outstanding Performance Awards (MOPA), it is ok la. Bersyukur sebab CGPA still atas 3.00 dan bawah 3.5. Proud to be your daughter Mak Ayah ! :')



Terima kasih buat sahabat sahabat saya juga untuk segala galanya yang dah kita sama sama hadapi. InsyaAllah panjang umur jumpa lagi. This is just the beginning of our new life right? May Allah bless all of us. Amin. :)


p/s : enntri yang dah agak basi sebenarnya ni but still nak update juga. hehehe~ for more G-Day photos, usha usha la my FB. till then, take care ! ^_^

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Gambate ! ;)

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Last night I talked about some issues with the new friend of mine. Here. Yeah move on. That's what I said to him. Obviously, me too should move on. Forget about the old place of yours Cik Eniey ! Yeah even it's kind of cruelty on being with such manner but what I need to do right now is some peaceful inside mine of being comfortable with the new environment here. Thank you so much UNITEN.



Forget about the past. Forget about the pain. Forget about the people. Forget about the place. Every one has their own story. So what we need to do is to move on. Let's start and cherish our new life here with every good memories of ours ! May Allah bless us. Amen. ♥     

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Upsss !

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Before you assume, learn the facts. Before you judge, understand why. Before you hurt someone, feel. Before you speak, think. Salam Jumaat ! ;)

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A New Life As A Bachelor

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Long time not update my lovely blog. It was really a bored weekend. This bored weekend remind me of you. Really miss you since the last time I've meet you for about 1 month already. We are not really far away from each other but still I don't know why I had this kind of feeling. Feeling of curiosity. Feeling of needless.  Feeling of empty. Feeling of  got something, but at the same time it was just a hopeless thing.
I don't know why sometimes I feel jealous with them deep inside my heart. Looking at them make me wondering and imaging that how I wish I'm also like them. Yet, I'm only dreaming of it when I realize that I woke up every morning just to get ready for the classes. So frustrating !
But Alhamdulillah I already got a new friends here. Even some of them are not in the same class with me but still we will get our dinner together early at 6.00 pm everyday. Perhaps this is the best way for me to be here with the new environment, new people, new lecturers, new life and everything is new for me. How I wish you are here with me too.

credit to RieRie

p/s : I don't want anything yet I just want " lily ". but still, I'm just dreaming about it. T_T

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Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah...

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Allah menguji saya dengan sesuatu yang sangat saya sayang. Tapi saya diberi cubaan dengan kehilangan. Allah menguji saya dengan sebuah impian yang saya harapkan. Tapi saya terduduk berlinangan air mata saat impian kecundang. Sesungguhnya Dia Pemberi Segala kerana segalanya kepunyaanNya. Saat di tariknya nikmat yang ada, Dia mengaturkan saya dengan sesuatu yang lebih berharga. Alhamdulillah.

Kalau dulu saya pernah kehilangan sesuatu yang sangat saya sayang, Alhamdulillah Allah gantikannya dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik pada masa sekarang. Cinta yang di campakkan dalam hati saya untuk si dia moga moga berkekalan kerana indahnya cinta ini anugerah dari Yang Maha Esa.
Kalau sebelum ini saya kecewa dan menangis sedih kerana apa yang saya hajati tak kesampaian, Alhamdulillah Allah telah gantikan saya dengan kurniaan rezeki yang sebaliknya kerana Allah tak beri apa yang saya nak, tapi Allah beri apa yang saya perlukan.
Kita hanya merancang, tapi Allah sebaik baik perancangan. Takdir Allah itu tersangat la indah. Ingat la, dengan kasih sayang Allah, tiada yang mustahil. Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah...


p/s : counting the days to further my degree. Ya Allah, please guide and bless me in the righteous way. Amen. ;)

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Hati Dah Jadi Rapuh ! T_T

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Alahai... Mood sedih pula tengah tengah malam ni. Fed up ! Haishhh... Susah betul la nak jaga hati semua orang sebab hati sendiri pun tak terjaga. Bukan senang nak puaskan hati semua orang ni.
Untuk apa kita jaga hati orang sedangkan hati kita sering dipergunakan? Rasanya tak salah kadang kadang kita pentingkan diri sendiri untuk jaga hati sendiri kan?
Nak bercinta ke, berpasang pasangan ke baik diam diam je. Kecoh kecoh kang susah pula sebab nak kena jaga hati ibu bapa sendiri, si dia lagi, member member dan paling penting nak kena jaga hati sendiri.
Kalau ibu bapa tu tak kisah la sebab priority "Family First" kan? Boleh di kecualikan. Yang the rest tu macam mana pula? Sangat menyedihkan betul bagi orang orang yang tak memahami kehendak diri kita ni. Asyik saya je yang nak kena faham kehendak semua orang. Habis tu kehendak saya, siapa yang nak faham? =.='
p/s : ni yang saya tak suka nak buka cerita pasal "kita" ni kat orang. tak bagi tahu salah. judge macam macam konon cakap dah berpunya tapi mengaku single. bagi tahu pun lagi la salah. cakap pula pentingkan boyfie dari member sendiri. what should i do? :(

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Wake Me Up, When September Ends...

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Kiranya aku jatuh cinta padamu,itu kerana aku jatuh cinta pada kesederhanaanmu.
Dan kiranya aku membenci dirimu,tidak bermakna aku membenci dirimu,tetapi sebenarnya aku membenci egomu.
*Tuhan Berikan Aku Cinta*
Welcome September ! Please be nice too me. ^_~
p/s : alahai terharunya... tak dapat pegi majlis kesyukuran, gulainya pula sampai depan rumah. buat susah susah je. thank you my dear ! have a safe journey. ♥

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Cinta Saya Sederhana Je. ^_^

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Alhamdulillah... Salam Merdeka Malaysia dan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri yang ke-13 Syawal buat muslimin dan muslimat sekalian. Lama ai tak update yu kan belog? Ai busy raya sakan yu. Heee~
Tetiba je ai rasa macam nak post tengah tengah malam merdeka day ni. Ai teringat ada seorang member kat FB ni tanya ai, "Awak dah berpunya ke?". So jawapan paling selamat yang ai bagi kat dia, "Saya kepunyaan keluarga. Belum bersedia nak jadi hak mutlak perseorangan". Hehehe~
Jodoh tu rahsia Allah. Yes memang betul. Tapi jodoh juga bukan datang bergolek depan mata kalau tak di cari betul tak? Nak cakap ai dah berpunya, ai tak berani nak jawab soalan tu. Sebab konsep berpunya tu sendiri besar maksudnya betul tak betul tak?
Cukup saya je yang tahu siapa yang saya sayang. Dia bukan kepunyaan saya selagi tak ada ijab dan kabul di antara kami. Apa yang saya pegang sekarang ni,

Cintakan seseorang jangan sepenuhnya. Kelak kecewa, merana la jawabnya.Cintakan seseorang apa ada nya, biar bersederhana. Kelak terluka, sakitnya tak la sedalam mana.

p/s : terima kasih awak for the treat yesterday. ^_~

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Be Strong Sahabat ! La Tahzan~ :')

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Wanita sentiasa tersenyum, walaupun jiwanya sedih dan terseksa. Walaupun hatinya luka berdarah dan bernanah, namun dia redha akan ketetapan ilahi kerana manusia hanya mampu merancang, sedangkan Allah penentu segala galanya.
Wanita yang terluka hatinya, kadang tak terluah di bibirnya. Namun di dalam hati, dia berharap agar orang lain mengerti.



p/s : bersabar la wahai sahabat. aku sentiasa ada di sisi kau tak kira walau apa pun dugaan dan rintangan yang mendatang, kita sama sama hadapinya kerana kau sahabatku dunia akhirat. be strong sayang. Allah takkan menduga hambaNya di luar batas kemampuan mereka. La Tahzan. :')

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